Life’s a rollercoaster,
That I don’t get to ride.
I am stuck upon the tracks,
With nowhere to run, or hide.
I hear people laughing,
As they go about their day…
Talking…moving…experiencing…
Fun and joy along the way;
While I ponder what it’s like,
To live instead of survive,
Without fear of being hurt,
Simply for being alive?
I yell, though there’s no help.
Some suffer, while others enjoy.
My pain won’t stop the ride of life,
From continuing to run and destroy.
Life’s a rollercoaster,
That I don’t get to ride;
Instead, I lie upon the tracks,
Knowing that soon I will die;
And my body fall through the cracks…
…Unnoticed.
K. Aldaya, 2/20/20
Picture: By Tore Odiin on Unsplash; https://unsplash.com/photos/qhJwkgRl9Hg