Everything I longed to be,
I could never be,
For I could never find my way,…
Back, to all of me.
Everything I longed to do,
I could never do.
Thoughts and memories…too fragile.
Dreams always fell through.
Everything I have longed for,
All of it and more,
Was not to be my destiny,
No, not anymore.
Everything I longed to be,
I could never be,
I am everything I am,…
Just,…separately;
And though I’ll never live it all,
I know I’m still me.
K. Aldaya, 5/16/22
Picture: By Jackson Simmer on Unsplash; https://unsplash.com/photos/ZxRHtPacwUY