Short Lamentation
Lamenting the transgressions,
Tears flow of scarlet penance.
Pains’ enduring lessons…
Isolation hence.
Today an Abandonment Prayer
Abandoned here again I pray,
That one day I’ll disappear,
Go to a land far away,
Where I have nothing to fear.
Let me go today!
K. Aldaya, 11/04
Truth Unseen
Dreams call.
Nightmares shake.
To the living world I wake.
Wishing still,
For clarity,
‘Cause truth is still a rarity.
K. Aldaya, 10/28/04
Winning Despair
Tears alone,
From fears unknown.
Fake’s release,
Forsakes the peace.
Trepidation there.
Won: vast despair.
K. Aldaya, 2/05
I look at the reflection,
A soul to soul projection.
Shadow of a place,
That hides beneath the face.
I stare in deep ferocity,
With heightened luminosity,
Into the eyes that see,
A door with lock and key.
Open with kind docility,
An unsure bearability,
Of what lies beyon’,
In visions long forgone.
A nightmares’ contribution,
Carries swift persecution,
To the soul that knows,
What this doth expose.
This reflections’ exploratory.
Unexplored interrogatory.
Never. Never. Never.
Will I continue this endeavor!
I know well the destitution,
Of past prostitution.
Trapped in mirror’s reflection,
A lost shadows’ inflection,
Only known by my detection.
K. Aldaya, 10/24/04
Picture: “Mirror Reflection by KimRaceQueen on Deviant Art; http://kimracequeen.deviantart.com/art/Mirror-Reflection-208504447
So many beautiful things,
That we take for granted.
All existence brings,
A Godly truth unsaid.
So why can’t we enjoy?
Have to fight to survive?
And everyday destroy,
The goodness of ‘alive’?
K. Aldaya, 10/24/04
Picture: “Rainbows In The Sky” by epinephrine-eyes on Deviant Art; http://epinephrine-eyes.deviantart.com/art/Rainbows-In-The-Sky-51518990
Capture with a picture clear,
What all want to see.
The vision of a soul so dear,
And what life should be.
And wouldn’t you agree?
No one wants to see a soul,
Which shows the face,
Of burdens without console,
And mounted high disgrace.
Of thoughts one can’t erase.
So capture picture perfect.
A happy glowing sight,
Then none can there detect,
That there just might,
Be much beyond eyesight.
K. Aldaya, 10/24/04
Picture: “Fake A Smile” by meliipanda on Deviant Art; http://meliipanda.deviantart.com/art/Fake-A-Smile-91941053
My Soul is a Lock Without a Key 