I cannot focus.
It’s all a blur.
Waves of lightning crash,
And break the day;
Each flash,
Tears me away.
I cannot ponder.
I feel so sick,..
And tired of this pain.
Help, there is none,
To gain;
I block the sun.
I cannot discern.
Emotions dull.
The mind rejects me,
My soul at war,
Can’t flee,
The fleshy-core.
I am not okay,
Though you won’t know.
Always been with me,
Waiting to stab,
In me…
A hard, swift jab.
My body’s at war.
We are not friends.
It turns against me,
When it is rough;
Leaves me,
In a huff….
Of pulsing-pain—oh, I’ve had enough!
My whole life.
When will the pain be enough?
K. Aldaya 4/26/14
Picture: “Electricity” by Johannes Schlorb: http://www.schloerb.com; http://www.thelivingmoon.com/49electric_universe/04images/Electricity/electricity.jpg