532. Nothing to Say

No one asked you to understand me,

Or asked for you to stay.

I could talk until I’m blue in the face,

Though I’d be misunderstood either way.

I don’t have the energy for people,

Who simply care to judge and assume.

My head is full enough already,

And there is no more room…

To worry what you think of me,

Or if you’ll accept me as I am.

Accept why I do the things I do,

And assume I have reason to be who I am.

So if you can not do this,

Then please just walk away,

For if you can’t see any good in me,

There’s nothing more to say.

K. Aldaya, 1/23/21

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421. Misunderstood

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You’ll never understand. I know.

It’s just the way it is.

You’ll never understand how I feel,

And I’m glad. It is what it is.

You’ll never understand why I,

Am the way I am.

You’ll always see me as less than you;

And it’s okay. I am what I am.

You’ll never understand, yet still,

I wish you’d at least try;

Though I don’t blame you for not wanting to,

Life is short and too soon we die.

You’ll never understand, my dear,

How much I wish to be…

Free from the blueprints of memory.

Wave goodbye. What will be, will be.

K. Aldaya, 1/4/18

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