Even sparse of visions,
To show us what is real.
We still carry the encumbrance,
From what we sense and feel.
K. Aldaya, 7/04
Picture: Broken Face by xxoblivionxx on Deviant Art; http://xxoblivionxx.deviantart.com/art/Broken-Face-65475551
Even sparse of visions,
To show us what is real.
We still carry the encumbrance,
From what we sense and feel.
K. Aldaya, 7/04
Picture: Broken Face by xxoblivionxx on Deviant Art; http://xxoblivionxx.deviantart.com/art/Broken-Face-65475551
I just can’t truly relate,
To others at any rate.
I just don’t fit in here,
Near others I so fear.
I just am so afraid,
I wish I could just fade.
I just am so alone,
But for others live as stone.
I just don’t understand,
How you can live in this land?
I just don’t think like you,
I don’t feel the way you do.
That is why I am so hated,
Forever unloved and berated.
Leave me be and let me stay,
In my own world, locked away.
Never to be known or seen,
For eternity behind my screen.
K. Aldaya, 3/14/04
Picture: Artist Unknown; http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-gVknTK0QANk/T90WilbWrzI/AAAAAAAADSE/14giGjbyvLU/s1600/dungeon.jpg
She sat by the windowsill late one night; it was in full winter and the room lit by firelight.
The snow was falling gently to the ground, glistening magically with crisp moons’-light abound.
Not a sound could be heard but winds’ dance, against the glass she gazed through, in a trance.
The warmth cast from the fire she barely felt at all. It was the wintery night scene which to her heart did call.
The crackle of the firewood and flickering of the blaze were distant and foreign now amidst her window gaze.
She felt nothing but the emptiness of her soul, which made her wish for the fire that had once made her feel whole.
A slight movement of her hand allowed the winds to enter, cutting off the tiny bit of warmth the fire had sent her.
Now all was silent and motionless but the falling snow, so she climbed out into it, and the skies’ scattered glow.
She ran out to where the moons’-light hit the ground best. She felt not the snow nor the cold air from the west.
There she laid herself on the white earth, until he felt the warmth she knew to be priceless in worth.
There she dwells ever still in that place so right, where warmth was given to her soul far from the firelight.
K. Aldaya, 9/21/03
Picture: Artist Unknown; http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-_eqYkvg-kuo/UHrEVXZRDOI/AAAAAAAAFXU/bYdZ5VuJRBM/s1600/Girl+at+Window.jpg
The door is open to another place,
Where you can run and veil your face.
You’re free to enter for your escape,
But it’s lined on the bottom with red tape.
Leave from here to go over there,
And the tape between worlds starts to wear.
Each time is harder to return from,
Making your glimpse of realities numb.
Run through the door to hide,
And enter an emptiness far and wide.
There’s the door if you wish to fare,
Sometimes there’s just too much to bear.
K. Aldaya, 9/21/03
Picture: Artist Unknown; http://pictures.4ever.eu/cartoons/digital-art/doors-in-the-field-154563