I’m so overtired.
I wish I could sleep.
I stare at the ceiling,
And silently weep.
I’m nobody’s worry,
And nobody’s care.
Lifetimes of emotions,
Pull me here and there.
The moon’s even sleeping.
I wish I could too,…
Though life, it is not fair,
And it is not through.
I have many more nights,
To cry on my own;
And far many more days,
‘Fore I can go home.
K. Aldaya, 8/22/22
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11pm, it’s late again.
Time to close your eyes.
No moon in sight to make it light,
Darkness descends and lies.
12am, two hours past ten.
Another day is gone.
You stare at nothing, yet everything,
While deciding which side to rest on.
1am, the hour when…
Your thoughts decide to party:
Dance and drink, and overthink…
Rage and disagree.
2am, you grab a pen,
To silence the noise inside;
Write it out, reread, and doubt…
Which words you should confide.
3am, you drop the pen,
Too tired to think clearly.
There are no words that aren’t cowards,
And cowardice costs dearly.
4am, near dawn again.
The world will soon awake,
And you will stare, lost in despair,
Of the sun you will forsake.
5am, You lie and then…
Fall down deeply into sleep.
Finally at rest, yes, you sleep best,
After you ponder and weep.
K. Aldaya, 1/16/17
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My Soul is a Lock Without a Key 